August 22nd: Not much to report – my body is finally almost back to normal, but I think I am starting my period today, so that’s good. I was starting to worry that I hadn’t started yet. Once I start, I will tell my coordinator and then I think I start on birth control again. SO. Fun. ; ) I am missing running a little extra this week. I think since I’m feeling back to normal, it’s hard to not be running right now. I keep myself semi sane by thinking about all the races I can hopefully do in 2021. Everything is cancelled for 2020 anyway, so that’s no biggie. This is going to sound weird, but I almost miss my shots. Is that strange? I don’t know how to explain it. They were such an important thing for a few weeks and now that I’ve stopped them, I kind of miss it. I know that sounds crazy, but that’s how I feel.
August 25th: Today I ordered all the meds for my next round. It feels so different this time around because I feel like I know what I am in for. I actually know what all of this means this time – HA!
I have my first appointment on September 1st. I started birth control again August 24th, so it’s all starting back up! I am finally feeling back to normal, no more bloating and back to being motivated to workout, so I hope I can keep that motivation a little bit better this time around.